This is what happens when you drifted away and came back casually like you had never left. It drifts my feelings away. The more you do it, the further they go.
"I wonder when will I give up. I just want to stop caring."
"I feel abandoned. And every time you abandon me, I wish to disappear forever."

Lukisan Qistina untuk aku. Seekor kucing putih duduk diatas timbunan buku - Dan Brown, Haruki Murakami, dan Orhan Pamuk.
Comel juga.
I love you :)
I guess it’s time for me to wake up from my artful fantasy and realize that I’m not living in a place where everyone value arts as much as people like me do. I can’t go on with this useless dream (well at least that’s what most people think). It’s not that I really want to give a damn about what other people think, but things are just hard when the society where I live in thinks that way, making this place, this state, a place where arts have no values at all. Believing in arts, dreaming of having arts-based career is like throwing away the future; You have no future if you’ve devoted yourself way too much into arts. And that affects my dreams, in a way. But that’s what I believe in. At least that’s the first thing that actually cheers me up, the only thing that actually keeps me alive when everything seems to be so dull, when things seem to be so complicated.
So when I draw, or when I paint, I get to escape from all these worldly bullshits. Because as I draw, I get to divert all of my focus and attentions into that sheet of paper, or when I paint, I get to finally express all of the unspoken thoughts onto the canvas, and I finally feel good. I get to pull myself back together when things don’t seem to be alright.
I don’t know why am I talking about this.
I respect girls who wear hijab. I see no wrong with that as I am myself a muslim. I understand your belief, our belief. I am not gonna write down a paragraph long post, defending myself for not wearing hijab because I know from your point of view, it is an obligation. I will not highlight the…

Miswritten the date, 27/12/2012 supposedly.
Drew this on my friend’s tab :)
Omg this really made my day *_*

Yes, lets imagine a world WITHOUT MUSLIMS, shall we?
Without Muslims you wouldn’t have:
- Coffee
Cameras
Experimental Physics
Chess
Soap
Shampoo
Perfume/spirits
Irrigation
Crank-shaft, internal combustion engine, valves, pistons
Combination locks
Architectural innovation (pointed arch -European Gothic cathedrals adopted this technique as it made the building much stronger, rose windows, dome buildings, round towers, etc.)
Surgical instruments
Anesthesia
Windmill
Treatment of Cowpox
Fountain pen
Numbering system
Algebra/Trigonometry
Modern Cryptology
3 course meal (soup, meat/fish, fruit/nuts)
Crystal glasses
Carpets
Checks
Gardens used for beauty and meditation instead of for herbs and kitchen.
- University
- Optics
- Music
- Toothbrush
- Hospitals
- Bathing
- Quilting
- Mariner’s Compass
- Soft drinks
- Pendulum
- Braille
- Cosmetics
- Plastic surgery
- Calligraphy
- Manufacturing of paper and cloth
It was a Muslim who realized that light ENTERS our eyes, unlike the Greeks who thought we EMITTED rays, and so invented a camera from this discovery.
It was a Muslim who first tried to FLY in 852, even though it is the Wright Brothers who have taken the credit.
It was a Muslim by the name of Jabir ibn Hayyan who was known as the founder of modern Chemistry. He transformed alchemy into chemistry. He invented: distillation, purification, oxidation, evaporation, and filtration. He also discovered sulfuric and nitric acid.
It is a Muslim, by the name of Al-Jazari who is known as the father of robotics.
It was a Muslim who was the architect for Henry V’s castle.
It was a Muslim who invented hollow needles to suck cataracts from eyes, a technique still used today.
It was a Muslim who actually discovered inoculation, not Jenner and Pasteur to treat cowpox. The West just brought it over from Turkey
It was Muslims who contributed much to mathematics like Algebra and Trigonometry, which was imported over to Europe 300 years later to Fibonnaci and the rest.
It was Muslims who discovered that the Earth was round 500 years before Galileo did.
The list goes on………..
Just imagine a world without Muslims. Now I think you probably meant, JUST IMAGINE A WORLD WITHOUT TERRORISTS. And then I would agree, the world would definitely be a better place without those pieces of filth. But to hold a whole group responsible for the actions of a few is ignorant and racist. No one would ever expect Christians or White people to be held responsible for the acts of Timothy McVeigh (Oklahoma bombing) or Andreas Brevik (Norway killing), or the gun man that shot Congresswoman Giffords in head, wounded 12 and killed 6 people, and rightly so because they had nothing to do with those incidents! Just like the rest of the 1.5 billion Muslims have nothing to do with this incident!
Sources:
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/science/how-islamic-inventors-changed-the-world-469452.html
http://articles.cnn.com/2010-01-29/world/muslim.inventions_1_hassani-inventions-muslim?_s=PM:WORLD
http://www.ummahedinburgh.co.uk/radio/files/Muslim-Invention-Article.pdf
luhhh bless you x

Was having a 4 hour break in between classes. -With Nana.
So I actually like wearing hijab ;)
I really don’t want to wake up to another day
Knowing that this is all a reality.